Thursday, May 4, 2017
it has now been 7 years since you've passed papa. i think about you everyday. every night. and every moment you decide to pop in my head. i miss you so much papa. happy belated birthday by the way. i kissed the glass case that has your ashes in it. i wish you would have gone longer. if you feel like i'm blaming anything on you, like not being here and if you were things would get better, i'm not papa. i mean i would love to have you around and honestly i do believe that things would be different. i miss you so much papa and i just want you to know that i am doing my best to achieve great things. i've been trying to keep Jalysa in check too. her friends are just not the right crowd but i cant do anything about it. she getting older and experiencing new things. its apart of life i guess. but i promise to always keep her safe and have her back no matter what. meaning even when she is wrong she always going to be right to me. we love you and miss you papa. LLBN. RIP. forgive me for my sins against you and our father. THE LORD. god bless you and all that you've done. GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN.
