My heart hurts for you all. Clarence loved his family dearly and knew that you loved him in return. We spoke of this often. He was more than a cousin to me, he was my "buddy" and I will miss him.
My heart hurts. You've always been one of the biggest parts of my life. I dont know what to do now. I miss and love you so much. We used to butt heads so much. But it just proved how alike we were. Stubborn and you were always picking on me. Or when youd call me and sing happy birthday to me every year. What I wouldnt give for one more day. I'd tell you how much you meant to me. How much you shaped who I am and how much I love you. This is going to be really hard and I pray I never forget the sound of your voice. The only thing I can hope for is that I see you again some day. Rest peacefully Papa.
